Remember how it was.

Remember how it was that we first met for it will never again repeat itself. All the laughs we shared just like friends with nothing else in mind. You where great with me and I really doubt I’ll find someone else like you. Someone in who I can truly trust blindfolded. Someone to which my problems are no reason to throw me to the roadside like a poor defenseless animal abandoned by its owner.   You will always be there with me in my memories just there as a sad reminder of what it all could’ve been. But hey it’s not your fault I did not take action at an earlier time. Secretly I still long for you. I still fear losing you. Don’t know why but I do. Even though our lives are going to be separated I would like you to know I’d do anything to have you by my side. Remember that when the problems are too big to let you sleep you can always come and wake me up. Have no fear for I will be there by your side just waiting for you to love me like I loved you. Remember me as I am because even feelings like mine can be destroyed by envious individuals that have no faith in the love I have for you. Keep in mind what we. There’s a slight chance it might repeat itself. Have faith in humanity for all it needs is love. You have seen the power true love has on the human mind. You have seen what it did to me.  Remember the inspiration you caused in me. These days’ people are not like that anymore. Value your friends above all other things because when in need they will be the only ones near you, willing to help you at any cost. Remember the tears we both shared. They might have prevented something much worse. Remember my name because my heart will never forget yours. I’m not asking you remember me I’m asking you remember what we shared. As much as I would like you to move on with your life I would also like you to stop for a moment and let me savor the time I’ve had with you next to me. My love for you will always shine bright even if I have to move on with my life for the sake of my own mental health. I would never want to see your beautiful eyes shed tears of sadness, of suffering, of pain. Maybe that’s why I’m asking you to evaluate your decisions for they might land you in a tight spot. I you get depressed don’t doubt calling me no matter the hour it might be just call me so I can try and end you suffering. You are the reason I’m writing this. I want you to search for your own happiness your true happiness wherever it may be. Don’t let the people around you change who you are. You are worth a lot to me, to your other friends. Don’t let anyone tell you anything different for they don’t see you the way I do.