The hate you see in me is just a side effect of the hipocrites that have befriended me. The pain you feel in me is the only thing that lets me know I'm still alive. I've been ignored by all, all except you. I've been hated much. You don't even know how that feels like. And honestly I wish you never do. I've been pitied upon. I've been called antisocial, hipocrite and a bastard of sorts. I've seen my instability. I've seen all even the way you sometimes look at me with sadness in your eyes. I've walked long distances to find what I need. Only recently have I taken a seatand watched the world go aroundwithout me. The world continued it's course without me. Everyone moved so fast I hardly noticed them. And they hardly noticed me. I've had time to think it all. The tears in my eyes are the scars in my heart. Why I've even seen you. Far away and up close. I've seen time stop. I saw the prayers of the victim go unanswered. Have youever heard the rain fall or taken some time to see a sunrise? Don't worry it's not worth it most of the time. Before I sat down I had a small conversation. Someone told me how their world went up in flames. He changed a lot after that. Hate swallowed him. I can see the future. I only saw mine just once and it isn't too bright. That's how I started believing the future can be changed. What can I say I need some hope. My world will burn. All of it. Partly because of me and partly because I've hold back too much. I wouldn't want you anywhere near the day I break up in a thousand pieces. The day my levees will break. Even though I will make you a sincere offering. Would you come and sit here with me? Maybe being together will change our future. We can be the happiest couple. Ormaybe the future can't be changed and everything will go up in flames. If that happens at least we can confront it together. I can't gurantee you a perfect future but i can promise you we will be together even if the sky falls down to earth.
Category: Love Notes | Added by: luisag (2009-04-19)
| Author: Luis Graulau
